If Only I Had Told Her Summary

Finn

One

Finn wrestles with his emotions towards Autumn, his childhood friend. As they navigate their complex relationship and uncertain future, Finn finds himself torn between revealing his feelings and preserving their friendship, unsure if Autumn shares his romantic sentiments.

Two

Deeply in love with Autumn, Finn grapples with the fear of confessing his feelings and potentially risking their friendship. Encouraged by friends and family to communicate openly with Autumn, Finn struggles with the dilemma of whether to take that leap or maintain the status quo.

Three

Reflecting on his lifelong love for Autumn, Finn experiences heartache as he notices her drifting away. Despite his efforts to move on and improve himself, Finn finds solace in maintaining his friendship with Jack while navigating the complexities of unrequited love.

Four

Finn feels conflicted and guilty about his romantic feelings for Autumn, especially as his relationship with Sylvie begins to falter. He contemplates how their past interactions in high school have shaped his current situation, prompting him to confront his true desires and emotional turmoil.

Five

Struggling with unreciprocated feelings for Autumn, Finn grapples with guilt over his relationship with Sylvie. Aware that he must make a decision between the two, Finn faces the challenge of choosing who he truly wants to be with while dealing with the consequences of his choices.

Six

Visiting Autumn's house, Finn discovers her in tears over her novel, prompting him to offer comfort and support. Amidst comforting Autumn, Finn realizes the need to address his own unresolved emotions towards her while contemplating the future of his relationship with Sylvie.

Seven

Finn takes Autumn on a soothing drive after she becomes upset about her novel, creating a moment of connection between them over tacos, music, and shared conversations. During this intimate encounter, Finn begins to acknowledge and explore his growing romantic feelings for Autumn.

Eight

Reading Autumn's revealing novel, Finn uncovers characters that mirror their own lives, leading him to reflect on their friendship and hidden emotions. As Finn deepens his bond with Autumn through mutual understanding and shared experiences, he contemplates the possibility of a romantic future together.

Nine

Reading Autumn's novel, Finn realizes she has understood his feelings all along. Confronting her, Finn learns Autumn was aware of his love for her and seeks reconciliation, leading to an emotionally charged reunion between them filled with passion and longing.

Ten

Reuniting with Autumn, Finn finally confesses his long-hidden feelings for her. Together, they decide to embark on a romantic relationship, although Finn must first confront and end his relationship with Sylvie in order to fully commit to Autumn.

Eleven

Caught between his burgeoning love for Autumn and reflections on his past with Sylvie, Finn grapples with the complexities of their relationships. He confronts Sylvie about his feelings for Autumn, knowing that choosing Autumn will inevitably cause heartbreak and emotional turmoil for Sylvie.

Twelve

Following a night spent with Autumn, Finn is interrupted by a call from Sylvie, sparking tension between them. Despite Sylvie's interruptions, Finn reassures Autumn of their relationship's strength while preparing to navigate the challenges ahead.

Thirteen

Spending an affectionate afternoon with Autumn, Finn cherishes their intimate moments together and reminisces about their shared past. Despite the impending task of breaking up with Sylvie, Finn remains focused on nurturing his growing relationship with Autumn.

Fourteen

Briefly leaving Autumn's side to end his relationship with Sylvie, Finn promises to return soon. Reassuring Autumn of their future together, Finn prepares to face the consequences of his decision, determined to navigate the complexities of his evolving relationships.

Fifteen

Reflecting on his progress with Autumn, Finn plans to buy gifts and candies while recalling his recent conversations with Jack. As he contemplates the next steps in his relationships, Finn prepares for pivotal developments that will shape his future with Autumn.

Sixteen

Wrestling with conflicting emotions towards Sylvie and his deepening feelings for Autumn, Finn grapples with the difficult decision of ending things with Sylvie. Aware of the challenges ahead, Finn navigates the complexities of love and commitment.

Seventeen

Finn informs Sylvie of his decision to leave her for Autumn, triggering a heated argument that culminates in a car accident. As Sylvie gets injured, Finn tries to assist her while grappling with the repercussions of his actions, navigating the fallout of his choices and their impact on both women.

Jack

One

Jack receives a phone call informing him of Finn's sudden death in an accident. He struggles with disbelief and intense grief over losing his best friend. He reaches out to support Finn's devastated family and offers comfort to Autumn, who loved Finn deeply.

Two

Jack attends a gathering after Finn's death but feels disconnected and detached from others who are reminiscing about Finn. He reflects on their shared memories and observes how differently people perceive Finn, grappling with his own emotions.

Three

Jack prepares himself emotionally for Finn's funeral, feeling overwhelmed by the large crowd and the weight of his grief. He meets Finn's family, who encourage him to remember Finn's kindness amid the sadness and loss.

Four

On the day of Finn's funeral, Jack sees it as his last opportunity to honor his friend in a meaningful way. He encounters Autumn at the funeral home, witnessing her private moment with Finn, which leaves him feeling uncertain about his own grief.

Five

Jack attends Finn's funeral and burial, deeply saddened as they say their final goodbyes and lay Finn to rest. He begins to accept the reality that Finn is gone forever, struggling to come to terms with the loss.

Six

Jack and Sylvie reflect on Finn's funeral together, finding solace and closure amidst their shared grief. Sylvie grapples with memory loss from the accident, while Jack navigates changing friendships and memories of Finn.

Seven

Struggling with grief and anger, Jack goes for a run without Finn for the first time, confronting questions about Sylvie's role in the accident. He reaches out to Sylvie, but their communication is fraught with unresolved emotions and tension.

Eight

Coach allows Jack to join the team after graduation, bending the rules to help him cope with Finn's death and prepare for college with renewed focus.

Nine

Jack helps Finn's mom clear out Finn's car, reminiscing about memories shared with Finn and finding a bag meant for Autumn. Despite the painful significance, Jack decides to keep the bag as a connection to Finn.

Ten

Jack meets Alexis at a coffee shop to discuss their relationship, but tensions rise as Alexis blames him for neglecting her during the summer. Jack realizes Alexis's self-centeredness and decides to end their relationship for good.

Eleven

Jack attends a party to reassure his parents that he's coping before starting college, feeling isolated after Finn's death. Despite awkwardness, he finds some closure and feels hopeful about a fresh start in college.

Twelve

Jack begins college with his parents, facing memories of Finn and finding comfort in new routines. He deals with emotions stirred by gestures from Finn's family and adjusts to life away from home.

Thirteen

Jack navigates college life haunted by thoughts of Finn, imagining scenarios involving Finn and Autumn that evoke joy and frustration. He grapples with grief and uncertainty over Finn's death while trying to move forward with his studies.

Fourteen

Jack starts college still haunted by Finn's memory, coping by focusing on running and exploring campus. He wrestles with accepting Finn's death and contemplates what Finn would have wanted for him.

Fifteen

Jack adjusts to college life while grieving for Finn, forming an unexpected bond with his roommate Brett, who has also experienced loss. They begin to connect and find comfort in each other's company during this challenging time.

Sixteen

Jack returns home to mow Finn's family's lawn before Finn's birthday, encountering Autumn who is deeply grieving. He struggles to comfort her and avoids confronting his own grief and responsibilities.

Seventeen

Jack learns about Autumn's suicide attempt after discovering Finn's infidelity with Sylvie. Overwhelmed with guilt for not noticing her distress earlier, he vows to support her through this difficult time, confronting his own unresolved grief.

Eighteen

Jack visits Autumn in a mental hospital where she reveals she's pregnant with Finn's baby. They reminisce about Finn, and Jack reassures Autumn of the support from their community, helping her find hope amid grief and uncertainty.

Autumn

One

Autumn receives the devastating news of Finn's death in an accident, leaving her pregnant and grappling with overwhelming sadness. She leans heavily on her family for support as she navigates the deep emotional turmoil of losing her beloved Finn. Despite their comforting presence, Autumn feels a profound sense of loss and uncertainty as she prepares for the birth of their baby without Finn by her side.

Two

Reconnecting with her friend Angie becomes a lifeline for Autumn after Finn's death. Angie, understanding and supportive, listens to Autumn's fears and struggles about becoming a mother alone. They bond over shared memories of Finn and find solace in their evolving friendship, leaning on each other for emotional support during this challenging time.

Three

Pregnant and grieving, Autumn struggles to find a therapist who can help her navigate her complex emotions. Dr. Singh, her caring doctor, offers a compassionate approach by suggesting alternating therapy sessions with group therapy. This allows Autumn to connect with others who share similar experiences, providing her with a supportive environment to process her grief and prepare for motherhood.

Four

Over smoothies, Angie and Autumn discuss the challenges of therapy and motherhood. Sylvie unexpectedly joins them, and through Angie, she extends a supportive message to Autumn, easing some of her emotional burden. This unexpected gesture reinforces the importance of community and solidarity in Autumn's journey of healing and preparation for motherhood.

Five

Autumn, accompanied by her mom and Aunt Angelina, embarks on a shopping trip for baby essentials at a resale shop. Despite financial concerns, they find joy and comfort in each other's company, discovering that love and wisdom outweigh material support. The outing strengthens their familial bond and offers Autumn a sense of hope as she prepares for her baby's arrival.

Six

Attending a hospital basement support group, Autumn listens to others share their stories of loss and resilience. Amidst grappling with her own grief and the challenges of pregnancy, she finds unexpected connection with Brittaney, a fellow attendee. This encounter opens Autumn's eyes to the power of shared experiences and potential sources of support during her journey.

Seven

Autumn and Angie deepen their bond as they navigate the challenges of impending motherhood together. They share their struggles, hopes, and fears over baby preparations, finding strength in their friendship and shared experiences. The chapter concludes with a trip to the library, where they nurture their personal interests and continue to support each other through their respective journeys.

Eight

Feeling more confident and accepting of her pregnancy, Autumn goes maternity shopping with her mom and Aunt Angelina. Trying on a little black dress symbolizes a transformative moment for Autumn, allowing her to see herself as capable and beautiful despite the challenges she faces. The experience boosts her self-esteem and reinforces her readiness for motherhood.

Nine

Dr. Singh reassures Autumn that her actions demonstrate love and dedication to her baby, despite moments of feeling disconnected. He encourages her to take pride in finishing her novel and participate more actively in group therapy. Dr. Singh's guidance empowers Autumn to learn from resilient individuals like Brittaney, offering her valuable insights and support during her journey.

Ten

As Autumn anxiously awaits her ultrasound, she grapples with fears and worries about potential complications with her baby. Reflecting on the inevitability of life and death, she confronts her anxieties and hopes for the future. The chapter delves into Autumn's emotional turmoil and resilience as she prepares for the next phase of her pregnancy journey.

Eleven

Autumn faces a significant dilemma when she learns that her mom accepted money from Finny's dad in exchange for potential involvement with her baby. This revelation sparks a conflict as Autumn weighs the financial support against her desire for autonomy and emotional closure. The chapter explores complex family dynamics and Autumn's internal struggle to make a decision that aligns with her values and aspirations as a mother.

Twelve

Feeling self-conscious during group therapy, pregnant Autumn finds unexpected support from Brittaney, who shares her own experiences and practical advice. Brittaney's empathy and resilience resonate with Autumn, helping her navigate her journey into motherhood with newfound confidence and clarity. Their interaction highlights the power of shared experiences in fostering mutual support and growth.

Thirteen

Autumn meets with John, who was supposed to be Finny's father, to discuss their memories of Finny and their shared journey through grief. They begin creating a book together to honor Finny's memory and legacy, forging a deeper connection rooted in their mutual love for Finny and their commitment to their baby's future.

Fourteen

Anxiously awaiting her ultrasound, Autumn finds solace in the candy Finny once gave her as she confronts her fears and hopes for her baby's health. During the scan, they discover she's expecting a girl, but concerns arise about the baby's heart condition. Despite the uncertainty, Autumn remains hopeful and draws strength from her supportive family, preparing herself for the challenges ahead with resilience and determination.

Fifteen

Reflecting on her pregnancy journey, Autumn finds hope and strength despite the challenges she faces. Supported by her loving family and friends, she navigates grief over Finny's absence and embraces new relationships that enrich her life. The chapter explores Autumn's emotional growth and resilience as she prepares for the future with optimism and determination to create a loving and supportive environment for her baby.

Finn

One :

Finn struggles with his feelings for Autumn, dealing with their complicated friendships and uncertain future together.

Two :

Finn is in love with Autumn, but she doesn't seem to feel the same way. He's torn between expressing his feelings and keeping their friendship intact, while dealing with advice from friends and family to talk to her about his emotions.

Three :

Finn has loved Autumn since they were kids, but as they grow older, she drifts away, leading to heartbreak and his struggle to move on. Despite setbacks, he works on improving himself and maintaining his friendship with Jack.

Four

The protagonist feels guilty and confused about his feelings for Autumn while dealing with his failing relationship with Sylvie, realizing he's always loved Autumn. He reflects on how high school friendships shaped his current situation.

Five

He struggles with his unreturned feelings for Autumn and feels guilty about lying to his girlfriend, Sylvie, realizing he has to choose between them.

Six

Finny goes to Autumn's house to check on her, finds her crying over her novel, and comforts her, realizing he must also figure out how to handle his feelings and his relationship with Sylvie.

Seven

Finny takes Autumn out for a comforting drive after she's upset about her novel. They get tacos, share a moment of closeness in the car, and he realizes his deepening feelings for her as they bond over music and snacks.

Eight

Finny reads Autumn's novel where characters resemble their lives, reflecting on friendship and hidden emotions, as their bond with Autumn deepens through shared experiences and understanding.

Nine

Finny reads Autumn's revealing novel, realizing she's understood his feelings all along. Confronting her, he learns she knew his love and now seeks reconciliation, leading to a passionate, emotional reunion between them.

Ten

Finny reunites with Autumn, realizing she never knew he loved her. They admit their feelings and decide to be together, but Finny needs to end things with his girlfriend, Sylvie.

Eleven

Finny, torn between Autumn and Sylvie, reflects on their past with Sylvie and confesses love. However, they're about to break Sylvie's heart by choosing Autumn, haunted by Sylvie's insecurities stemming from past trauma.

Twelve

After a night with Autumn, Finn gets a call from his ex Sylvie, causing tension. He reassures Autumn about their relationship, but Sylvie's messages keep interrupting their time together.

Thirteen

Finn spends a loving afternoon with Autumn, cherishing intimate moments and sharing stories about their past. Despite the impending task of picking up his ex-girlfriend, Sylvie, Finn remains focused on his newfound love with Autumn, who wants to hear more stories about their journey together.

Fourteen

Finn leaves Autumn to break up with his ex-girlfriend, Sylvie. He promises Autumn he'll be back soon, reassuring her of their future together.

Fifteen

Finn answers a call from his mom, who celebrates his progress with Autumn. He plans to buy candies and gifts before seeing Sylvie, reflecting on his conversation with Jack.

Sixteen

Finn thinks about Sylvie and their relationship, feeling conflicted because he's falling in love with Autumn and needs to end things with Sylvie, which is hard for him.

Seventeen

Finn tells Sylvie he's leaving her for Autumn, they argue in the car, and they crash. Sylvie gets hurt, and Finn tries to help her while dealing with the consequences of his actions.

Jack

One

After receiving a shocking phone call, Jack learns his best friend Finn has died in an accident. He struggles with disbelief and grief, eventually supporting Finn's family and comforting Autumn, who loved Finn deeply.

Two

After Finn's death, Jack attends a party where he feels disconnected, watching from a distance as others grieve and recall memories of Finn. He reflects on their shared experiences and observes how others perceive Finn differently.

Three

Jack gets ready for Finn's funeral, feeling overwhelmed by the large crowd and his mixed emotions. He meets Finn's family, who encourage him to remember Finn's kindness despite the sadness.

Four

Jack gets ready for Finn's funeral, seeing it as his last chance to do something for his friend. He finds Autumn at the funeral home, where she spends a private moment with Finn, leaving Jack feeling uncertain.

Five

Jack goes to Finn's funeral and interment. He feels sad and accepts that Finn is gone forever as they lay him to rest in the ground.

Six

Jack and Sylvie reflect on Finn's funeral and visit Sara Teasdale's grave together, finding solace and closure amidst their grief. Sylvie grapples with memory loss from the accident, while Jack navigates changing friendships and memories of Finn.

Seven

After Finn's death, Jack struggles with grief and anger during his first run without him. He confronts questions about Sylvie's role in the accident, ultimately reaching out to her but finding unresolved emotions and affecting their communication.

Eight

Coach lets Jack join the team after graduation, bending the rules to help him cope with Finn's death and prepare for college with renewed hope and purpose.

Nine

Jack helps Finn's mom clear out Finn's car after his death, reflecting on memories and finding a hidden bag meant for Autumn, deciding to keep it as a connection to Finn despite its painful significance.

Ten

Jack meets Alexis at a coffee shop to talk about their relationship, but Alexis blames him for neglecting her during the summer. Jack sees Alexis's self-centeredness and ends things between them for good.

Eleven

Jack attends a party to show his parents he's okay before college, feeling isolated after Finn's death. Despite awkwardness, he finds some closure and feels hopeful about starting college afresh.

Twelve

Jack goes to college with his parents, faces memories of his late friend Finn, finds comfort in routines, and deals with emotions stirred by Finn's family's gestures.

Thirteen

Jack navigates college life haunted by thoughts of his late friend Finn, imagining scenarios where Finn and his crush Autumn would have caused joy and frustration, while grappling with grief and uncertainty over Finn's death.

Fourteen

Jack starts college, still haunted by thoughts of his friend Finn who passed away. He tries to cope by focusing on running and exploring campus, but he wrestles with accepting Finn's death and wondering what Finn would have wished for him.

Fifteen

Jack is adjusting to college while grieving his friend Finn. He forms an unexpected bond with his roommate Brett, who also experienced loss, and they start to connect and find comfort together.

Sixteen

Jack goes home to mow Finn's family's lawn before Finn's birthday, encountering Autumn who is grieving deeply. He finds it hard to comfort her and avoids facing his own grief and responsibilities.

Seventeen

Jack learns Autumn attempted suicide after discovering Finn cheated on Sylvie. Feeling guilty for not noticing her distress earlier, he vows to support her and confronts his own unresolved grief.

Eighteen

Jack visits Autumn in a mental hospital where she reveals she's pregnant with Finn's baby. They reminisce about Finn, and Jack reassures Autumn of support from their community, helping her find hope amid grief and uncertainty.

Autumn

One

Autumn is pregnant and dealing with sadness because Finn is gone. Her family helps her cope, but she feels lost without him, even as she prepares for the baby's arrival.

Two

Autumn reconnects with her friend Angie, who supports her through pregnancy after Finn's death. They share their struggles and fears about motherhood, finding solace and understanding in their evolving friendship.

Three

Autumn, pregnant and grappling with grief over Finny's death, struggles to find a suitable therapist while balancing her mental health treatments with preparations for motherhood. Dr. Singh, her caring doctor, offers to alternate therapy sessions with group therapy, aiming to support her recovery and stability.

Four :

Autumn and Angie have a chat over smoothies about therapy and motherhood. When Sylvie unexpectedly shows up, Angie steps in and relays a supportive message from Sylvie to Autumn, bringing some unexpected relief.

Five :

Autumn and her mom go shopping for baby essentials with Aunt Angelina at a resale shop, discovering the importance of love and wisdom over material support. Despite financial concerns, they find comfort in each other's company and the promise of future help.

Six :

In a hospital basement support group, Autumn listens to others share their struggles while grappling with her own pregnancy and finding unexpected connection with a fellow young attendee, Brittaney. Despite initial uncertainty, the experience offers a glimpse of shared understanding and potential support.

Seven :

Autumn and Angie, both young mothers, share their struggles and support each other. They bond over baby preparations and finding balance, concluding with a trip to the library to nurture their personal interests.

Eight :

Autumn goes maternity shopping with her mom and Aunt Angelina, feeling more like herself and accepting her pregnancy as real. Trying on a little black dress helps her see herself as capable and beautiful, giving her a boost of confidence.

Nine

Dr. Singh reassures Autumn that her actions show love for her baby, even if she feels disconnected. He encourages her to be proud of finishing her novel and to participate more in group therapy, suggesting she can learn from others like Brittaney, a resilient survivor.

Ten

Autumn feels anxious about her upcoming ultrasound, worrying about potential complications with her baby. She contemplates the inevitability of life and death, reflecting on her fears and hopes for the future.

Eleven

Autumn finds out her mom accepted money from Finny's dad in exchange for possible access to her baby, causing a big conflict. Now, Autumn has to decide whether to take the money and let him be involved or refuse it and face financial struggles.

Twelve

Autumn, a pregnant young woman, feels self-conscious about drinking coffee at group therapy but finds support from Brittaney, a fellow attendee. Brittaney shares her tough experiences and practical advice, helping Autumn feel more confident about her future as a mother.

Thirteen

Autumn meets with John, the man who was supposed to be Finny’s father, to discuss Finny and her pregnancy. They talk about the past, share stories, and begin creating a book for her baby to honor Finny’s memory.

Fourteen

Autumn anxiously waits for her ultrasound, eating candy Finny once gave her. During the scan, they discover she's having a girl, but there's concern about the baby's heart, yet Autumn remains hopeful with her supportive family by her side.

Fifteen

Autumn reflects on her pregnancy, hopeful despite her daughter's heart condition. Supported by family and friends, she navigates grief over Finny's absence and embraces new relationships, finding strength in preparing for the future.

Finn One

Finn grapples with his growing romantic feelings towards Autumn, his childhood friend. Uncertain if she shares his sentiments, he struggles with the fear of jeopardizing their deep friendship by revealing his emotions. As they navigate their complex relationship and the uncertainty of their future, Finn finds himself torn between risking their friendship or keeping his feelings hidden.

Two

Deeply in love with Autumn, Finn faces internal turmoil over confessing his feelings. Encouraged by friends and family to communicate openly, he battles the fear of potentially losing Autumn if she doesn't reciprocate his romantic feelings. The chapter explores Finn's struggle with vulnerability and the dilemma of whether to maintain the status quo or take a chance on love.

Three

Reflecting on his lifelong affection for Autumn, Finn experiences heartache as he senses her growing distance. Despite his efforts to move on and improve himself, Finn finds solace in maintaining his friendship with Jack while navigating the complexities of unrequited love. The chapter delves into Finn's emotional journey of acceptance and self-discovery amidst unfulfilled romantic desires.

Four

Finn grapples with conflicted emotions and guilt over his romantic feelings for Autumn, especially as his relationship with Sylvie begins to falter. Reflecting on their past interactions in high school and their evolving dynamics, Finn confronts his true desires and emotional turmoil, questioning whether he can reconcile his feelings for both Autumn and Sylvie.

Five

Struggling with unreciprocated feelings for Autumn, Finn wrestles with guilt over his relationship with Sylvie. Aware that a decision must be made between the two women, Finn faces the challenge of choosing whom he truly wants to be with while grappling with the potential consequences of his choices on their lives and his own happiness.

Six

Visiting Autumn at her house, Finn discovers her in tears over her novel, prompting him to offer comfort and support. While consoling Autumn, Finn realizes the need to address his own unresolved emotions towards her and confront the implications for their future relationship amidst his commitment to Sylvie. The chapter explores Finn's growing awareness of his feelings and the complexities of his emotional journey.

Seven

Finn takes Autumn on a soothing drive after she becomes upset, creating a moment of connection over tacos, music, and shared conversations. During this intimate encounter, Finn begins to acknowledge and explore his growing romantic feelings for Autumn, recognizing the depth of their bond and contemplating a potential romantic future together.

Eight

Reading Autumn's revealing novel, Finn uncovers characters that mirror their own lives, leading him to reflect on their friendship and hidden emotions. As Finn deepens his bond with Autumn through mutual understanding and shared experiences, he contemplates the possibility of taking their relationship beyond friendship, navigating the complexities of unspoken desires and unfulfilled longing.

Nine

Reading Autumn's novel, Finn realizes she has understood his feelings all along. Confronting her, Finn learns that Autumn was aware of his love for her and seeks reconciliation, leading to an emotionally charged reunion filled with passion and longing as they finally acknowledge their mutual attraction and desire for a romantic relationship.

Ten

Reuniting with Autumn, Finn finally confesses his long-hidden feelings for her. They decide to embark on a romantic relationship, although Finn must first confront and end his relationship with Sylvie in order to fully commit to Autumn. The chapter explores Finn's journey towards emotional clarity and the decisions that shape his path towards happiness with Autumn.

Eleven

Caught between his burgeoning love for Autumn and reflections on his past with Sylvie, Finn confronts the complexities of their relationships. He faces Sylvie about his feelings for Autumn, knowing that choosing Autumn will inevitably cause heartbreak and emotional turmoil for Sylvie. The chapter delves into Finn's internal conflict and the emotional consequences of his choices on all parties involved.

Twelve

Following a night spent with Autumn, Finn is interrupted by a call from Sylvie, sparking tension between them. Despite Sylvie's interruptions, Finn reassures Autumn of their relationship's strength while preparing to navigate the challenges ahead. The chapter focuses on Finn's efforts to nurture his new relationship with Autumn amidst lingering feelings and unresolved tensions with Sylvie.

Thirteen

Spending an affectionate afternoon with Autumn, Finn cherishes their intimate moments together and reminisces about their shared past. Despite the impending task of breaking up with Sylvie, Finn remains focused on nurturing his growing relationship with Autumn, savoring their connection and contemplating their future together.

Fourteen

Briefly leaving Autumn's side to end his relationship with Sylvie, Finn promises to return soon. Reassuring Autumn of their future together, Finn prepares to face the consequences of his decision, determined to navigate the complexities of his evolving relationships with integrity and compassion.

Fifteen

Reflecting on his progress with Autumn, Finn plans to buy gifts and candies while recalling recent conversations with Jack. As he contemplates the next steps in his relationships, Finn prepares for pivotal developments that will shape his future with Autumn, focusing on nurturing their love and building a promising future together.

Sixteen

Wrestling with conflicting emotions towards Sylvie and his deepening feelings for Autumn, Finn grapples with the difficult decision of ending things with Sylvie. Aware of the challenges ahead, Finn navigates the complexities of love, commitment, and emotional honesty as he strives to follow his heart and pursue happiness with Autumn.

Seventeen

Finn informs Sylvie of his decision to leave her for Autumn, triggering a heated argument that culminates in a car accident. As Sylvie gets injured, Finn tries to assist her while grappling with the repercussions of his actions, navigating the fallout of his choices and their impact on both women. The chapter explores Finn's remorse and the emotional aftermath of his decision, highlighting the complexities of love and the consequences of pursuing romantic truth.

Jack

One

Jack receives the devastating news of Finn's sudden death in an accident through a phone call. Struggling with disbelief and intense grief, Jack's world is shattered as he comes to terms with losing his best friend. He reaches out to support Finn's devastated family, trying to find solace in being there for them during this unimaginably difficult time. Additionally, Jack offers comfort to Autumn, who loved Finn deeply, trying to navigate his own overwhelming emotions while providing support to others.

Two

Attending a gathering after Finn's death, Jack feels disconnected and detached from the others who are reminiscing about Finn. He reflects on their shared memories and begins to observe how differently people perceive Finn, which adds to his emotional turmoil. Jack grapples with the reality of Finn's absence and starts to confront the range of emotions—grief, confusion, and even a sense of isolation—as he tries to process the loss.

Three

Jack emotionally prepares himself for Finn's funeral, feeling the weight of grief and overwhelmed by the large crowd gathered to mourn Finn. Meeting Finn's family at this solemn event, Jack finds some comfort in their shared memories of Finn and their encouragement to remember Finn's kindness amid the sadness. This chapter focuses on Jack's struggle to reconcile his sorrow with the need to support others who are also mourning Finn's untimely passing.

Four

On the day of Finn's funeral, Jack sees it as his last opportunity to honor his friend in a meaningful way. He encounters Autumn at the funeral home, witnessing her private moment with Finn, which leaves him feeling uncertain about his own grief and his role in supporting Autumn through her loss. This chapter delves into Jack's inner turmoil as he confronts the finality of Finn's death and grapples with his emotions amidst the solemnity of the funeral proceedings.

Five

Jack attends Finn's funeral and burial, deeply saddened as they say their final goodbyes and lay Finn to rest. He begins to accept the harsh reality that Finn is gone forever, struggling to come to terms with the profound loss of his best friend. This chapter explores Jack's emotional journey through the funeral rites and his initial steps towards processing the permanence of Finn's absence in his life.

Six

Jack and Sylvie reflect on Finn's funeral together, finding solace and closure amidst their shared grief. Sylvie, grappling with memory loss from the accident that took Finn's life, and Jack, navigating changing friendships and memories of Finn, support each other through this difficult period. This chapter highlights Jack's evolving relationships and the ways in which he and Sylvie lean on each other for emotional support in the aftermath of Finn's death.

Seven

Struggling with grief and anger, Jack goes for a run without Finn for the first time. During this solitary activity, he confronts questions about Sylvie's role in the accident that claimed Finn's life. Jack reaches out to Sylvie, attempting to address their strained communication and the unresolved emotions between them. This chapter portrays Jack's attempt to navigate his grief through physical activity while grappling with complex feelings towards Sylvie and the circumstances surrounding Finn's death.

Eight

Coach allows Jack to join the team after graduation, bending the rules to help him cope with Finn's death and prepare for college with renewed focus and purpose. This chapter focuses on Jack's involvement in sports as a means of channeling his grief and finding a sense of normalcy amidst the turmoil of loss and transition to the next phase of his life.

Nine

Jack helps Finn's mom clear out Finn's car, reminiscing about their shared memories and finding a bag meant for Autumn among Finn's belongings. Despite the painful significance of the discovery, Jack decides to keep the bag as a tangible connection to Finn, a reminder of their friendship and the impact Finn had on his life. This chapter explores Jack's process of coming to terms with Finn's absence while cherishing mementos that hold memories of their time together.

Ten

Jack meets Alexis at a coffee shop to discuss their relationship, but tensions escalate as Alexis blames him for neglecting her during the summer months. Jack begins to recognize Alexis's self-centeredness and decides to end their relationship definitively. This chapter focuses on Jack's evolving emotional landscape as he navigates interpersonal conflicts while still grappling with the profound loss of Finn.

Eleven

Jack attends a party with the intention of reassuring his parents that he's coping with Finn's death before starting college. Feeling isolated amidst the social gathering, Jack finds some closure and begins to feel hopeful about embarking on a fresh start in college. This chapter portrays Jack's efforts to integrate his grief into his social interactions and his tentative steps towards moving forward with his life.

Twelve

Jack begins college with his parents, facing memories of Finn and finding comfort in new routines and surroundings. He deals with emotions stirred by gestures from Finn's family and adjusts to life away from home, navigating the complexities of transitioning to college while still carrying the weight of grief over Finn's absence. This chapter focuses on Jack's adaptation to new challenges and the ways in which he continues to honor Finn's memory amidst the changes in his life.

Thirteen

Jack navigates college life haunted by thoughts of Finn, imagining scenarios involving Finn and Autumn that evoke both joy and frustration. He grapples with unresolved grief and uncertainty over Finn's death while trying to focus on his studies and navigate the complexities of college relationships. This chapter delves into Jack's internal struggle as he seeks to balance academic responsibilities with the emotional weight of losing his best friend.

Fourteen

Jack starts college still haunted by memories of Finn, coping by immersing himself in running and exploring the campus. He wrestles with the ongoing process of accepting Finn's death while contemplating what Finn would have wanted for him in his new environment. This chapter portrays Jack's efforts to cope with grief through physical activity and the ways in which he strives to find meaning and purpose in his college experience.

Fifteen

Jack adjusts to college life while grieving for Finn, forming an unexpected bond with his roommate Brett, who has also experienced loss. They begin to connect and find comfort in each other's company during this challenging time, offering mutual support and understanding as they navigate their respective journeys of grief and transition. This chapter highlights Jack's evolving relationships and the importance of companionship in times of emotional upheaval.

Sixteen

Jack returns home to mow Finn's family's lawn before Finn's birthday, encountering Autumn who is deeply grieving. Struggling to comfort her and avoiding facing his own grief and responsibilities, Jack confronts the emotional complexities of loss and the ways in which it continues to impact those around him. This chapter explores Jack's internal conflict as he grapples with his own grief while trying to support others through their mourning.

Seventeen

Jack learns about Autumn's suicide attempt after discovering Finn's infidelity with Sylvie, overwhelmed with guilt for not noticing her distress earlier. He vows to support her through this difficult time, confronting his own unresolved grief and navigating the complexities of their intertwined emotions. This chapter portrays Jack's deepening emotional journey as he confronts the consequences of Finn's actions and seeks to provide solace and support to Autumn amidst her profound sorrow.

Eighteen

Jack visits Autumn in a mental hospital where she reveals she's pregnant with Finn's baby. They reminisce about Finn, and Jack reassures Autumn of the support from their community, helping her find hope amid grief and uncertainty. This chapter focuses on Jack's role as a source of strength for Autumn as she navigates the challenges of pregnancy and grapples with the loss of Finn, highlighting Jack's evolving understanding of love, responsibility, and resilience in the face of tragedy.